I’m strong. I’m outoging. I’m independent.
But I’m breaking down and getting tired. Tired of being the 3rd wheel. Tired of being asked to a”hook-up” or “be friends with benefits”. I want a boyfriend. Not a fuck buddy. I dont want to wear matching clothes and “hes mine” “shes mine” sweat shirts. I want someone to respect me. Not push me. Be there for me. Hang out with me. Support me. Know me more than i know myself. I want him to be the type that gets along with my family and is at my house all the time just hanging out. Not pressuring me to do anything i dont want to do. Who can just chill out and have a good laugh. I want a best friend and a boyfriend.
But thats clearly to much to ask for.